Behold, I stand at the
door and knock; if anyone hears my voice and opens the door…(Revelation 3:20,
ESV).
We oftentimes think of that moment when the Lord stands
before the door of our heart and knocks, giving us the opportunity to let Him
in and or keep Him out. Although this can
apply to the moment of salvation, I believe it’s not the only time He knocks on
our heart’s door.
There are other moments in which He stands and knocks at the
broken places of our heart. The question
becomes, will we allow Him access or not?
You see, we are all broken.
None of us are whole. If we were,
then we wouldn’t need the Lord.
Yet the places of brokenness vary for each person. The same is true for the degree of
brokenness.
Sometimes what is broke is more visible to the world; we can’t
seem to hide it. But there are other places
of brokenness buried so deep, that the only person who knows about it is
you. Not even our closest loved ones know
the depth of that pain.
Something I have learned in the past several years of
walking with the Lord, is that when it comes to brokenness, we don’t always
know its there. We fail to recognize it
and I tend to believe that it’s because the Lord knows we aren’t ready to deal
with it. He may have to fix one area
before He can work on the next.
And oftentimes what happens is we get discouraged. We feel like no progress is being made. But you can’t rush the process of healing and
restoration. There will come a time for that and it won’t be here on earth.
I am learning to welcome those broken places of my
heart. Not because I enjoy the process
of dealing with those areas—it hurts. But
I know that when those areas are exposed, it means Jesus is standing at the
door of that place of brokenness and He is asking, “Will you let me in?”
It means it’s time to do some work. He doesn’t knock just to make me aware. He knocks to piece it all back together.
Photo by CarbonNYC in Flickr
No comments:
Post a Comment