Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears my voice and opens the door…(Revelation 3:20, ESV).
We oftentimes think of that moment when the Lord stands before the door of our heart and knocks, giving us the opportunity to let Him in and or keep Him out. Although this can apply to the moment of salvation, I believe it’s not the only time He knocks on our heart’s door.
There are other moments in which He stands and knocks at the broken places of our heart. The question becomes, will we allow Him access or not?
You see, we are all broken. None of us are whole. If we were, then we wouldn’t need the Lord.
Yet the places of brokenness vary for each person. The same is true for the degree of brokenness.
Sometimes what is broke is more visible to the world; we can’t seem to hide it. But there are other places of brokenness buried so deep, that the only person who knows about it is you. Not even our closest loved ones know the depth of that pain.
Something I have learned in the past several years of walking with the Lord, is that when it comes to brokenness, we don’t always know its there. We fail to recognize it and I tend to believe that it’s because the Lord knows we aren’t ready to deal with it. He may have to fix one area before He can work on the next.
And oftentimes what happens is we get discouraged. We feel like no progress is being made. But you can’t rush the process of healing and restoration. There will come a time for that and it won’t be here on earth.
I am learning to welcome those broken places of my heart. Not because I enjoy the process of dealing with those areas—it hurts. But I know that when those areas are exposed, it means Jesus is standing at the door of that place of brokenness and He is asking, “Will you let me in?”
It means it’s time to do some work. He doesn’t knock just to make me aware. He knocks to piece it all back together.
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